May 2013
9 posts
“You’re learning about yourself. Who you ultimately want now, is your companion. I was a part of that process and you were a part of mine. You don’t need to feel sorry anymore. I know you would feel better if you had another chance, but you can be better for someone new. Don’t waste all the pain we’ve already endured in trying to mend the past, use it to learn and...
I don’t want to be your entire world, no. I would be happy just to be your morning coffee, your hanging car keys, your wallet. Something seemingly insignificant, but if lost throws off your entire day.
Strange as it may seem, I still hope for the best, even though the best, like an...
– Lemony Snicket (via onlinecounsellingcollege)
#1 on my bucketlist: Hike up the Stairway to Heaven and watch the sunrise.
April 2013
5 posts
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March 2013
7 posts
How do you get so empty? Who takes it out of you?
– Ray Bradbury, Fahrenheit 451 (via anditslove)
Growing apart doesn’t change the fact that for a long time we grew side by side;...
– Ally Condie (via anditslove)
Pulled an all nighter last night for my Anatomy lecture exam this morning at 7am. Literally running on 30 mins of sleep. Have class until 5pm today. I am dying.
fcknsrs:
You don’t stop loving people just because you’re apart.
Your task is not to seek for love, but only to seek and pull down all the...
– Rumi (via onlinecounsellingcollege)
February 2013
23 posts
I let it go. It’s like swimming against the current. It exhausts you. After a...
– Joanne Harris, Five Quarters of the Orange (via mrvonnegut)
I slept at my friend’s dorm for the night and I think I woke myself up from a fart. My stomach has been really filled with air because I haven’t been getting any fiber. LOOOOL. Then when I went back to my own dorm to sleep, I farted again and woke myself up. And I just told my roommate. And we both laughed because we don’t give a fuck about hearing each other fart anymore. Tmi...
We travel to be lost.
– Ray Bradbury (via ihatenietzsche)
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It’s like someone planted infinite amounts of seeds of your lively laugh, your crookedly crescent smile, and your distinct sense of humor beneath my scalp, into my follicles, and down to the sutures of my skull. My nails dig around from front to back to left to right, trying to get the itch of you out of my mind, but, to no avail. Every desire to scratch at the thought of you intensifies all...
The problem is I’m too absorbed in staying happy that I’m never happy anymore. I may feel a slight satisfaction with my life for a second, but then over-analyzations creep back into my mind and it’s as though anything can topple my whole world down. Fuck it. Why is it so hard to focus on present matters. Fuck the past. Fuck the future.
I’m beyond stressed. I’m so stressed there can be no words to describe it. LOL, foreal. I have a test tomorrow (that I didn’t know about), another Friday, a paper due Monday, an anatomy lab practical Tuesday, then an anatomy lecture exam a few classes afterwards. I also have to find a job and do some volunteer work at Kaiser soon. What is sleep. Obviously nonexistent in my life.
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One day you said you wouldn’t be able to get over it. Then that one day becomes years ago and you wonder why you even thought it was hard to overcome in the first place. Today, you have the same doubts with a different scenario, but trust me.. that day will come when you prevail and really prove yourself wrong again. Things will get better. They always do.
If it matters to you, then you’ll find a way. If it doesn’t you’ll find an...
– Unknown (via onlinecounsellingcollege)
If you remember me, then I don’t care if everyone else forgets.
– Haruki Murakami (via salveo)
Thank you, God. For finally opening your gates for my lola. Thank you for giving my family and I another warmhearted angel, to protect us for years to come. I know she’s been eager to reunite with grandpa up there and I am so very happy they’re finally together after more than 19 years. I know I’ve never understood your ways, but I learn a bit more each and every day God.
Just...
When you’re on the outside, looking in—looking in on everyone else’s lives as you put yours on pause—everything looks so tragically beautiful.
You meet people with such sad eyes, but such big smiles and big hearts and their strength just illuminates the room. You discover all the ways they’ve been broken and you wonder how they’ve lived through it all. What...
Save me from this 2-hour long English class… I (and everyone else) have just been on our laptops, on facebook. LOL.
You won’t be happy with me until you learn to be happy with yourself.
Quite disappointing, but I won’t be following through with the interview for that internship tomorrow.. More because of personal family issues rather than me being lazy (because I honestly wasn’t for once!) Maybe it’s just not the right time for me to do it. I’ve actually looked into other opportunities already that will be more flexible with my current situation.
Thanks...
If it is right, it happens—The main thing is not to hurry. Nothing good gets...
– John Steinbeck, a response to his eldest son’s 1958 letter, from John Steinbeck: A Life in Letters (Viking Adult, 1975)
If I get accepted as an intern for this internship, I’ll be able to pay off a semester or even a year of studying abroad. Without my parents help, may I add. Ah, super super super stoked.
Pray for me guys.
January 2013
5 posts
Knowing how to be solitary is central to the art of loving. When we can be...
– bell hooks (via kygelly)
Set your minds on things above, not on earthly things
– Colossians 3:2 (via yomandasaur)
September 2012
2 posts