January 2012
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Perfect | Jon McLaughlin
“Finish each day and be done with it. You have done what you could. Some blunders...”
– Ralph Waldo Emerson (via nhi-hao)
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Don’t forget to be the person he fell in love with in the first place. Always.
I think in a couple of months, the college I’ll be accepting admission to will be Sonoma State. Saint Mary’s is like $57,000/year and I doubt I’ll get enough scholarship money to convince my mom to let me go. Waaaaah they had a great nursing program too. Meaning I’ll be stuck with either Sac or Sonoma.
The pros to Sac: friends that go there, not too far from home nor too close, town not too...
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I have this strange feeling that I'm not myself...
Haruki Murakami, Sputnik Sweetheart
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Growing Apart | Kendrick Lamar x Jhene Aiko
I think what bothers me most about the people around me is their character, or LACK OF character really. Focusing on a majority of the girls in my school—the girls act as if their sensuality can compensate for their weak minds. A majority of them lack respect for themselves and have no standards to live upon whatsoever. They’re constantly recreating themselves just to please others,...
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I hope that when you love, you love whole-heartedly and without hesitation. That all of your good intentions may surface above all barriers effortlessly. I hope that when you kiss, you kiss s l o w l y, listening to the steady throbs created by the blood rushing through the arteries of the neck clasped in your hand. I hope you memorize every lubdub-lubdub, capturing their catchy melody and...
Something’s Come Over Me | Ernie Halter
“Things will go where they’re supposed to go if you just let them take...”
– Norwegian Wood
drivenhearted:
All I want is reassurance from you. I want to know that you’re all mine, that you can’t look at anybody else the same way that you do to me. And I don’t want to sound as clingy, but as cliche as this sounds, I’m selfish over you. You are what I look forward to the next morning, who I want to talk about my day to, if it was good or bad the sound of your voice already makes it...
I finished Norwegian Wood and I have to put it down in my list of favorites. For those that have read it though, man.. that last paragraph doe! Lingering endings mannnnnnnnn. LOL OK.
This is my fresh start. I need to start proving others wrong as well as myself. I know I’m not a bad person, but neither am I a good one. I just have the wrong way with going about my intentions—and that needs to change. Drastically. And I know this will take some time to build up again, but like I said.. patience, faith, commitment. This time, no more bs screw ups. Once I achieve...
Take it day by day, night by night. It’s all about patience, faith, and commitment, if anything. A reminder not only for myself, but all of you—for anything and everything.
Lately, I’ve just been getting this weird vibe whenever I talk to you. It’s like you’re not completely there. It’s like you’d rather be talking to a wall. Which makes me not in the mood to talk either and, instead, just makes me reflect how you talk. It’s like we’re saying things, but nothing of relevance. We’re just speaking casually. I can’t...
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I guess I’ve been used to doing this for so long that I’m unaware of when I do it—I can experience an intense feeling, almost an eruption in a snap, of frustration, annoyance, confusion, and sadness simultaneously for a good few minutes then just feel indifferent about what I was feeling for the rest of the night. Indifferent around everyone I talk to at that moment even.
When I...
I love Norwegian Wood so far, but reading it is slowly making me sadder than I already am this evening.
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Day 1: 01102012
30 min. run/30 min. jog
2 x 15 Pushups
2 x 25 Bicycle Crunches
2 x 25 V Ups
2 x 15 Reverse Crunches
Lower body stretches
2 minute squats and lunges
No more junk food, cut down on the salty/sweet foods, DRINK MORE WATER, drink more milk again, MORE FRUIT.
Starting weight @104 lbs.
Goal: tone errdaaang. Let’s see how committed I can stay to eating healthier and staying in...
Wow. Major throwback.
she-whispers:
Maybe it’s just me, but I have this belief—it’s engraved so deeply into my heart that I make no exceptions for this rule that: if it is in fact true love, in its purest and most organic form, dishonesty would not exist because there should be no reason for it. To love and be loved is something that should not imprison us, there should be no misery, or fear of abandonment or...
You Are | Estelle x John Legend
“We spend our whole lives worrying about the future, planning for the future,...”
– Grey’s Anatomy (via eletheowl)
I feel pretty accomplished. Got a ton of things done today while maintaining my surprisingly relaxed state. LOL.
Went grocery shopping and baked with my mom.
Day 1 of getting back in shape (slowly but surely)- ran 2 miles.
Finished my scholarship applications and other federal aid for college. HOORAAAAY.
Applied for jobs at dElias, The Children’s Place, and Claire’s.
Then turning...
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matthewsaidthat:
21 Days (Chill to this) - Mike...
janicenavarro asked: i think you're really pretty, especially when you smile whole heartedly =) just saying.
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ijustd0i:
jonnotsopresh:
The Silver Surfer |...
No More Sunny Days | Dumbfoundead
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When people get into relationships, right off the bat they believe that things will always be as fresh as the moment they fell for each other. And with that in mind, people fear what’s subsequent to that honeymoon stage because they’re afraid once shit hits the fan—That’s it. Nothing can be done to scour what’s remaining of a relationship. But love can be expressed not just during times of...
More Than You Know (remix) | Emanon x CL Smooth
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jonathanpham:
I can never settle down. I’m always moving around places, switching between dreams, and disappearing from people’s lives. You could say that I always manage to find one bad thing to feel about everything. I don’t know if I’m searching for something that will spark a change within me, but I do know that I sure as hell won’t be waiting.
“My New Year’s Eve Toast: to all the devils, lusts, passions, greeds, envies,...”
– Patricia Highsmith (via ccasssie)
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