Finished moving in to my new dorm. I’ll miss these two </3

I still can’t believe I move out in 6 days.. The months flew by so fucking fast. It has been overwhelming, really. Sometimes I want to cry and other times I want to cheer at the top of my lungs that I’m finally able to leave my town for a bit. I know everything will change from this point forward, so I’ve been trying to gather myself together for one hell of a roller coaster ride. The only thing I’ve yet to pack in my suitcase is a bottle of a little faith. Faith in His plan. I don’t have the courage to let things flow as they are meant to yet. I wish I did. I’m still here clinging onto bits and pieces of what I’ve always been used to. I. don’t. want. change. I fear this path I’m heading towards won’t really live up to my expectations, but I know it’s ultimately up to me whether or not I make this new chapter in my life worth re-reading. I don’t know, mannn. I guess we’ll see just how ready I am.